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New view on beauty

Last year, I looked down on fake cake faces. This year, I have begun to bow to the mag­ni­fi­cent powers of pro­fes­sional make-up and Adobe Photoshop.

When you cut off a model/celebrity’s access to godly photographing/photo-editing skills and knock off their powders, how many of them still look so stun­ningly mouth-gapingly attractive?

What’s physical beauty nowadays? Fake eyelashes, fake boobs, million-dollar noses and what else? It’s because you can’t see at first instance into the inner content contained within this outer shell that physical appear­ances do matter so much to a certain extent. Pretty people do receive extra benefits. People often (at least) begin with treating good-looking people better. And hence, I’ve changed my views.

With the latest make-up tech­no­logy, it makes no dif­fer­ence in the end whether the person had natural beauty initially or not. It is time to recognise that super­fi­cial beauty prevails over natural beauty at least in the short-term. It is time to succumb to routine face-caking and eye-painting sessions.

Just because I can’t spare enough money for a full set of Chanel and Christian Dior make-up equipment, laser treat­ments and regular beauty therapy, I’ll have to live with my flawed shell and get used to unfair treatment.

Bottom-line: Money = Beauty. Once again, money makes the world go ’round dammit.


Money, money, money, always money

At the beginning of the month, I started off with $200 cash on hand and around $300 in my bank cheque account. I had always been more of a saver than a spender but what with eating-out entirely too much this month and buying new books for the new semester, I went broke.

On Friday, I went to the school cafeteria and was swiping my bank card for a $5 breakfast and it came up with “DECLINED”. I knew those eight letters put together really just means insuf­fi­cient money in the account but I did not want to even consider the pos­sib­il­ity that I could have less than $5 in my account. This had never happened before. Reluct­antly, I handed over $5 coins. The original $6.50 coins was all I had left of my $200 cash and that was meant for the bus ride home. Confused, I stomped over to the ATM machine on campus and checked my account balance. 26 cents. I had to borrow $10 from my friend for the bus home. How embarrassing.

For­tu­nately, I managed to knock $129 off dad for all the amount I spent on my new books. I wonder where all the rest went. Checking my statement, apart from books, it was just food. It feels heart­break­ing to think that I swallowed and digested all that money, which meant it literally went down the (toilet) drain eventually.

I recently had that cliché debate with my friend on the topic of Money vs Love. Whoever still believes that love prevails com­pletely over money needs to be stop being an imprac­tical dreamer (i.e. my friend). In order for the so-called “true love” to win against money, the first condition that needs to be met is suf­fi­cient money. True, a woman in love could choose a poorer man over a rich man, but if the woman and the poorer man together could not even afford the basic living require­ments for them­selves, love neces­sar­ily becomes redundant.

So I asked my friend, if he does not have a job with suf­fi­cient income to feed his girl, what could he offer her in the end? And he replied, “my soul.” Right. Another stubborn dreamer hope­lessly stuck to his romantic imprac­tic­al­it­ies. I have my romantic dreams, but I need to live too. What is love without the life to love? In the end, money makes the world go ’round. I need food, and I need my bus rides home. But more import­antly, I need to cut down on my con­sump­tion until I start working again or become a pro­fes­sional beggar. I need to swear too. Shit.